Friday, April 30, 2010
Yesterday, i went home very early cause our dept had gathering. I log onto yahoo and the 1st thing i saw was main news heading which read something like: "thousands of strangers and friends mourns over girl that suicide on facebook"
I went to clicked on it and this girl by the name of melissa toh came up. She's the girl who jumped off the building on 28th of april. Iogged onto my facebook and glanced through her memorial group.
I felt very sad and devasted while browsing through each pictures and comments everyone wrote. Even though i do not know her but in my heart i felt this deep sense of pain over her death. I do not know what's going on, i saw all her pictures and drawings and i realised that she was a very talented girl. It's really a pity to see her gone like that, i froze for 10minutes in a daze trying to straighten out my feelings but i realised i can't. I became very emo over it, i think i'm going crazy soon.
I didn't know that melissa toh could actually cause a very big impact in my life.. I learnt how to treasure and appreciate my loved ones around me and spend alot of time with them.
Really hope that the place that she's going to will be a better place. A place without sorrows, pain, loneliness and emptiness.
Ps: melissa, where ever you are. I hope that you are happy there. Even though i do not know you, but you cause a big impact on me. Hopefully i can get to know you in my next life. Carry on and be happy! This post is for you! Rest in peace!
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
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NAME :Bendan AkA Weiwei
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NAME :Benda AkA Huihui
CHI NAME:Tan Hui Xuan
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♥ 我想对你说
有时会傻傻的想了很久
却想不出不想你的理由
你的样貌深深的留在我心里
好想和你在沙滩看星星
好想和你做很多很多事
可是我最想要的就是..
永远陪在你身边
为什么每当我们很高兴的在一起时
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好想时间停止在我们在一起的时侯
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也可以不用分开了
虽然有时我会笨笨的惹你生气
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