Monday, June 30, 2008

another appeal

just now aft i finished showering, was about to call baby when my mum called mi and asked mi to go down to somewhere near market to meet that MP.

when i reached there, we still had to queue up cuz my mum gave her turn to another lady and lady was talking non stop for like 30mins.

i was so bored tat i went outside to call baby, we chatted on the fone for awhile until my mum come over and called mi to go in.

when i was inside, they asked mi to tell them every single thing. i was abit annoyed cuz this story i've been tellin like everybody for countless of times. i was sick and tired of appealing..

they asked me to gather all my materials and come back on the following monday, wad's goin thru in my mind is - "i wanna quickly call baby before she fell asleep, i miss baby."

aft tat i quickly called baby and we chatted while i walked to S-11 to pack supper home. we chatted throughout the whole journey home, when i was at the void deck of my place i told her tat i'll call her once i reach home, cuz the reception in the lift is atrocious.

when i reached home i called baby but she's already fast asleep, guess she's too tired le bahs.

PS: baby if u too tired le jiu sleep early ner..dun wait for mi ner..this stupid things drag on for so long i oso sians le..if it's not baby tat's always there beside mi, i think i would have given up long ago. thank you very much baby.. ~.~ i love u~ muacks~ x33

Sunday, June 29, 2008

BABY I MISS U ALOT~

TODAY FELT SO EMPTY WITHOUT BABY~

CUZ YTD NITE DIDN'T GET TO HEAR BABY DE SWEET VOICE..

ONLI GET TO HEAR BABY DE WHISPER T_T

TODAY ONLI CAN GET TO SEE BABY ONLINE T_T

I WAN SEE AND BE WITH BABY EVERYDAY, EVERY MINUTES AND EVERY SECONDS!

I LOVE U LOADS MY BAOBEII PRINCESS BABY~


Sweetness & Disaster

i'm the luckiest guy on this living planet! see ah~ how many ppl can haf sweet and shitty things happen to u on the same day?

this morning i woke up at around 10.30, baby told mi tat her fren is coming to pass mi books and she'll b meeting mi at 12noon, therefore i'm quite worried tat i'll b late!~

at around 11, baby told mi tat her fren's reaching and asked mi to go to the lift there to wait for her. the lift went up story by story and it finally reaches 15th story.

when the lift door opens, i saw this familiar figure..it was baby~ she went all the way to my place and bought mi breakfast! i was so suprised and touched! 1st time the gal of my life gave mi such a sweet nd wonderful suprise! awwww~

we went into my house, had my breakfast and we started playing till around 2pm. baby gave mi another suprise! she gave mi this colourful booklet and inside contains the drawings she drew and she eve wote 2900+ iloveyou! i see le felt so touched..1st time soneone ever do those things for mi! ~.~

the disaster par comes le..when i was about to get into the bathroom and shower, my sisters and my mum started bitching and moaning again. ever since the st day i get kicked out of sch, they had been bitching and moaning everyday..even at nite in the bedroom!

it's not like i cannot hear, it's i dun even wanna bother abt them cuz my dad asked mi dun care. i tried my best not to care le but i still loses my temper.

who wanna get kicked out of sch for some fucking stupid reason? it's not like i got so much $$ to spend tat i wanna throw them into the drain or something..my family doesn't even supports mi or doesn't even help. all they can ever do is nag and nag, bitch and bitch around..i hope my sisters get dump by their BFs and get bang by some cars and die..

wtf is wrong? can't i juz haf some peace and quiet to do some soul searching? even tho i'm like always on the computer but i'm thinking of other thngs..i juz need some medium to take my thots going..wat the hell is wrong with tat?

anyways, i kicked the table and a fight broke out. aft tat fight i went back into the bedroom and broke down..baby hugged mi and stop mi from crying..she wipes away my tears and comfort mi..

she's the onli person on earth believes in mi and cared abt mi..nobody even bothers to stand by mi except her..i'm so touched by tat..

aft tat i sent baby to her popo's place and i went home, i took a long route home cuz i dun wanna hear them bitching and moaning again, but as usual, they started when i get home..so..oh well..

at nite, my mum doesn't even cook my dinner..sweet rite? this kind of mum go where find? i rather haf a maid as mum..ATLEAST she even bothers to cook for mi..

PS:
baby thank you very much for all the thins u did for mi,
i really appreciate it alot..
u're always there for mi whenever i need u..
i'm really veri touched..
if 1 day baby gone den nobody will b there to care for mi le T_T.

baby once again, i really like the suprise and gifts u gave mi today..
i really love it alot..

and lastly..baby i love u loads~ muacks~ thank you!

beNdaN yong yuan x3 beNda

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

aiyo~ pain pain~

i woke up at 10.30am as usual, i made up my mind to go out for some workout at gym butit rain! RAWR!

the rain finally stopped aft 30mins, i went to the gym at around 12.30, i did workout on my arms and it hurts real bad! that's wad u get when u dun go to gym often.

aft my gym i smsed baby and she asked mi to go gym on friday! cuz she said like tat saturday i wun haf strength to struggle when she comes over to my place as i'll b aching all over! T_T

aft baby's sch, she went to get bubble tea and went home, aft our shower i sked her if she wanted to take a nap. she said no cuz if she sleep now, at nite she'll be having trouble sleeping.

we did our own stuffs till nite time and i called her. i really kinda miss her tho, these few nites we onli get to talk till 10 den her mum comes in le..

my arms are aching as tho they're free..so pain! T_T

PS: baby can i dun go gym on friday? cuz my hands hurts! T_T baby i miss u ner.. T_T i wan go find baby now now now..how i wish now is saturday le..den can get to see baby le! i go sleep le..nite nite baby..i love u~ sweet dreams~ x33

Monday, June 23, 2008

lazy day

today i wanted to go to the gym but it rained therefor i spent my time at home rotting.

it's baby's 1st day of school! she said tat she half of he classmates haf to change class for dunno wad reason and she had a new teacher as well.

baby's sim card spoiled and she can't contact mi..i had to miss hr for quite sometime till she get's her sim card replaced.

aft my lunch, i made some quick thots abt wad i'm really gonna do.

heres the plan:

i'm gonna look for part time job soon and i'm gonna go to gym and train up for NS. no point lingering at the past expulsion incident rite? =D i'm gonna earn as much $$ as i could so tat i can buy alot alot of things for baby and i goin to sav for our future! =D

when i'm out of NS, i'll continue to study as i can't do anything much with an o lvl cert, i can't even like buy a house and let baby stay home and relax with an o lvl cert. therefore i'm gonna study and get a diploma or even a degree, from there on, my work life will start, i'll work for 5years and den i'll propose to baby!

i'm a damn good planner rite? =D

when baby reached home, she called mi and we chatted awhile till her mum came back, suprisingly her mum brought her to tampines mall to replace her sim card!

i finally can sms her aft 4hours of waiting!

i chatted with baby till around 10 and her mum came in, therefore she can't talk on the fone le..we went to bed aft tat..

PS: baby~ i've got plans for myself le! muahahahahahaa! baby nxt time stay at home take care of kids can le~ wee~ no nid work! =D muacks~ tmr i muz go gym le baby! x33

Sunday, June 22, 2008

wrong stop..wrong stop..

woke up at 10am and i realised tat baby's working halfway le, i smsed baby and she said she'll b finishing her work at around 1pm.

i made simple breakfast and watched tv for awhile b4 i went to prepare to fetch baby from work.

iwent out of thehouse at 12.30 cuz my sis is sleeping in the room and my clothes is inside, i had to wake her up b4 i can get my shirt.

i reached city hall at around 1.30, i called baby and she said it's raffles place! not city hall! OMG~

i quickly went to take mrt back to raffles place and i went up to see baby alone at the control station.

she doesn't seem happy at all, like no mood no mood de. i tried to cheer her up, but failed.

she finally smiled when we're at dhoby ghaut mrt station. we went Carls Jr. and i ordered or favourite burger~

the place was so crowded cuz it's a sunday, we ate friend mars bar and takoyaki aft tat too~

when we walked past a pet shop...

baby: "bibi can we buy those hamster and put at ur place?"

bibi: "y?"

baby: "cuz i wan it as pets"

bibi: "baby, how about getting rabbit?"

baby: "y?"

bibi: "cuz rabbit feed until big le can eat ma..hamster so small..eat wad?"

baby: "x.x"

tat's wad i told baby when we're at the petshop =x

i told her tat i'll buy a hamster sometimes later, but she insisted on having winter white. i wanted molted mochi tho..veri cute~ awww~

when we're walking to basement 1...

baby: "where are we going?"

bibi: "go gai gai lor"

baby: "but there's nothing to walk here"

bibi: "if not u wanna do wad?"

baby: "dunno"

we sort of had a small argument halfway there cuz baby was relucant to continue walking, i sort of made her cried there too, cuz i told her off.

the purpose for picking up baby up at her work is to spend more time with her, but she kept insisting on goin home and even if goin out she oso dun look happy, i wanted to spend more time with her and dun wanna go home so soon.

i sent her home at around 4pm and i went back home aft tat..didn't really wanna go home cuz i'll miss baby~ T_T

PS: SORRY NER BABY~ FOR MAKING BABYCRY AT PAZA SNGAPURA JUZ NOW~ DUI BU QI~ DUN SAD SAD LE~ MUACKS~ I LOVE U BABY~ =D

Saturday, June 21, 2008

at around 6am+ i woke up, cuz baby complaint abt her both arms aching and she kept moaning, i woke up and tried to massage her arms but to no avail.

i tried to make her sleep and finally she slept till 11am+ . she turns over and gave mi a kiss on my lips, tat sweet kiss woke mi up~ awww~ wad a lovely morning call tat is~


while i was still in the sleeping mood, baby wanted to play some games and she played it with mi lols!

we play till like 2pm den we went over to NTUC to get things for lunch, we bought conetto royale as well.

the feeling of a couple sharing 1 conetto is so nice~ awww~

when we got home, i started cookin as usual, baby popped in to see if i need help in anything den she went out to play maple le.

we had our own time in the bedroom all the way till 6pm and by right baby was supposed to go off le, but baby told her aunt tat she wanna go shopping 1st, therefore she stayed on till 9.30pm.

9.30 i sent her to her aunt's house den i went home, tat nite was a terrible nite. it's hot, humid and wad's worst is, i miss baby alot aft she left.. T_T

when i reached home, i was too reluctant to pack dinner and therefore baby asked mi to cook the shrimp dumplings for dinner.

baby really noes mi veri well~ she noes i sure love tat shrimp dumpling de! wee~

aft i had my dinner, i went to shower with baby and we chatted on the fone. altho my stupid fone wasn't really doin veri well back there, but we had alot of fun chatting. we're like unbreakable like tat..stick together de.. =D

we hung up the fone as baby got to wake up the nxt morning for her last day of work.

PS: baby~ as usual, everytime aft u left, i'll feel so alone. it's like my soul drifted away with u le, no longer here anymore. how i wish baby i really can follow baby everywhere u go~ muacks~ x333 baby

Friday, June 20, 2008

time really flies

woke up this morning at around 10.30, den i smsed baby and baby was working le. she didn't bring her bag cuz she's kinda lazy to carry it up and down the bus, she told mi tat she's coming over to my place today!

i jumped for joy quickly cuz it's been ages since she last spent the nite at my place! weee!

but i got sianed when i turn my head around..apparently my mum didn't clean the place when she went overseas, therefore i haf to go vacuum and mop the place!

didn't really like to do chores tho, but baby's coming over..so no choice. i cleaned my place and by tat time it was already like 3.30pm, baby said she's goin home den taking a cab down with ah wei to woodlands to meet up with ah wei's BF.

i was like "okies..slowly take ur time..i haven shower"

i dash into the dam toilet and cleaned myself..i accidentally cut myself while shaving! (great isn't it?)

as a result, i haf to put a piece of plaster on my chin and dash out of the house

wanted to take a cab down to causeway point, but baby dun allow. i got no choice but to take MRT instead, baby reached woodlands when i'm at jurong east.

i reached there like 15mins later, aft tat i waited for baby at the control station. baby and ah wei couldn't figure out how to get to causeway point, as a result, they went to marsiling den change into MRT.

when i finally saw them, it was already like 30mins later..kinda worried tat baby lost her way!

ah wei bought mi root beer! lols! (TY AH WEI FOR THE DRINKS! =D)

baby and mi window shopped at causeway point for awhile den we went back to my place there de hawker center for dinner.

acutally we planned for movies at 12.30am de, but baby dun feel like coming out, therefore we spend some quality time at home alone without anyone troubling us! x33

when we're in our room, we settled some scores between us! LOLS!~ (bu neng shuo de mi mi)

aft tat we showered and watched D.Greyman tgt. i trained baby's char for awhile and aft tat we went to bedroom for more action till like 3am.

PS: baby time really flies when i'm with u, when i'm alone, time crawls like some snails. how i really wish tat i can like twist the time, when i'm alone..time goes faster and when i'm with u, time crawls or even stops! muacks! didn't write all these cuz dun wanna let u see! bleahs!

baby i love u~

Thursday, June 19, 2008

woke up at 6am today cuz i'm gonna accompany baby to work! weee~ so happy tat finally can pei baby to work le!~

i showered and went out of house smelling DAMN nice~

i took a trip to pasir ris there to fetch baby, today baby's work place at hougang interchange.

i met up with baby and we ate mac for breakfast, baby wanted mi to order happy meal cuz she wanted tat panda frm kung fu panda madly. we got the panda and baby was like playing with it throughout the whole journey there, aft we got off frm bus, baby wanted mi to put it infront on my shirt's pocket.

i did cuz i can't simply find other place to put. =\ aft baby took her ezlink which was needed for some testing, we went to wait for the bus.

we took bus 112 and went around hougang, when we're at one of the stop, this cute little gal came aboard the bus with her granny. she was lookin at the panda which was on my pocket, we decided to gave it to her. seeing her so happy upon receiving tat panda, we're happy too! xD

anyways, now den i noe baby's job is soooooo boring. all she do is tap those cards till it runs out of money den she goes back to interchange and calls it a day..

aft she calls it a day, we went to KFC for lunch..baby was like so hungry, we ordered 2pcs chicken meal, meltz and popcorn chicken meal..on top of tat, we had LARGE whipped potato!

the best part is..WE FINISH THEM ALL!

i think i really put on ALOT of weight le..time to go for some gym session.

aft our makan session, we took a walk at hougang mall, we went into comics connection cuz baby can't find a comb and apparently there DO sell them! baby noes that i like to collect lighter, she bought 1 with D.greyman cartoon on it de for mi! sweet right? x33.

when we're on board the bus to baby's place, there's some annoying gina "paikia"..they're so annoying..which like make mi kinda pissed off..cuz baby and mi are trying to haf sometime to ourself den they invaded our space by talkin and seating dam near to us! when i reached home it's already 7pm and baby was halfway asleep le..my whole family went overseas to attend wedding dinner le..therefore i'm all alone..


PS: baby really enjoyed goin to work with u, cuz can pei baby do alot alot of things together, we made someone happy together! xD. Ty baby for buying mi such a lovely lighter! muacks~ i love it! awwwwwww~ baby how i wish it didn't end, i wanna pei u work for the rest of my life! muacks! x33

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

now i truely believe tat BAD things come in 2. this morning sch called my dad and said appeal unsuccessful. that's 1 thing..

2nd thing,
juz now my uncle came over my house at around 10+ when i was chatting with baby on the fone happily, i dressed up and went out with him. we had a chat an throughout the chat, he kept saying it's my fault and stuffs..

i hold back my fire until when we reached mac, i asked him
"wad's the sch definition of CHANGED?"
"if by not skipping sch, early for lessons, didn't sleep in class and do school work is still considered as NVR CHANGE den i rest my case"

my uncle said sch record said i didn't change, how he noe? how the sch noe? they got track mi? all they noe is by RECORD RECORD RECORD..wad the hell does RECORD shows? can they show tat u've CHANGE? i didn't even accumulate anymore DP and they still dare to say i DIDN'T change?! WHAT THE FUCK?

i told him to go check sch's record if he liked so much, everything he said is onli by RECORD RECORD and more RECORD __

even government encourage ppl to haf this yellow ribbon project..wad abt sch?! they dun even fucking give anyone SECOND chance by changing their records..wad cb sch is tat?

my uncle said he will keep helpin mi to appeal but if tat fails, i'll haf to go NS 1st..come out den see how's the situation again.

i certainly hope tat i can finish my attachments den no nid to waste my time and waste my parent's $$.

when i went home, i dun feel like talking but my mum kept asking mi alot alot alot of stupid questions. i juz nid some time alone..wad's wrong with tat? she's so annoying until i bth..cb..waste my fking time talkin to her..wad time izzit le..still shout like no nid $$..make mi open my fire summore..cb..

Monday, June 16, 2008

overslept~

i decided to send baby to work today as she stayed over at hr aunt's place at jurong, i'm suppose to wake baby up at 5.30am. i woke up at 5am but went back to sleep until 6.20 when baby sms mi..i got so paniced tat i took 5mins to shower and 5mins to wear clothes den i dash out of house le..didn't even style hair..i str8 chiong out and took cab to jurong point.

when i reache jurong point, it was 6.45am. i met up with baby and she was there laughing a my hair! RAWR~

i quickly went to toilet and style up my hair den sent baby back to pasir ris. on the way back, we played with each other and we laughed all the way there. it's the 1st time i sent baby to work at such early hours and i really enjoyed it alot..

when we reached pasir ris, baby went home to put down her stuffs. i was lookin for a spot to scare her and look ather at the same time, therefore i hid atthe staircase at the 2nd story.

when baby came down, she saw mi! sians~ cannot scare her le =X

bibi: "baby how come u noe i was hiding there?"
baby: "cuz here is my di pan"

ain't my baby cute? lols~ sh made mi like laugh when she said that.

we had breakfast at mac, on the way there we saw jonathan, kailin, wayne and another malay gal..those are baby's fren but i think they nvr noticed mi.

we had mc griddle meal with iced milo and halfway thru, I GOT TAT DAM STOMACH ACHE! #$%#$^$%@#$#%^#$%#$ den haf to run to toilet.

when i came out aft doin my big business, it's already 8.45am! but baby wasn't wred at all..she's still sweetly sitting there and wait for mi so patiently.

she really looked so sweet..juz like an angel~ awwwwwwww~

while i was eating, baby told mi tat her fone is running low on battery and i change fone with her. therefore she's now holding my fone and i'm holding hers. we decided to change back the nxt time we meet up xD

aft i had my breakfast we took train to bedok mrt station as baby is working there. on the way there we chatted awhile and she left mi for work. i couldn't help but to look at her walkin away..how i wish i could juz stop her and ask her not to go work. =\

Saturday, June 14, 2008

outing

ytd morning woke up at 9am den i realise i was actually late! cuz when i woke up, baby's already at polyclinic! she's gonna see doc and take medicine soon!

i showered, dress up and style my hair den i rushed out of my house. took a cab down to lakeside MRT den chage to train.

when i reach pasir ris it's already 10.30, baby was already rotting and waiting for mi there..cuz she went to pasir ris MRT quite early.

we went to lot 1 and we had lunch at aijisan..we had ramens and sushi. baby fed mi almost half of her ramens! RAWR!

aft tat we went to mini toons and i got some sweets and honey =\

we went to jurong point to watch kung fu panda cuz the cinema at lot 1 sux BIG time. i hugged baby's arm halfway through the show. so sweet~ aww~ during the movie baby was like "bibi i saw u! omg! u so li hai!" den i was searching all over the place for mi..den she said "neh~ tat panda is bibi nor!" she kept saying my belly veri useful! can bounce enemy away! F4

aft the movies, we went to get my ear studs den we dunno y walk into NTUC and started our shopping spree =x i bought like $54 worth of stuffs tat's the main reason y i'm so broke now.

i oso bought some sweets for baby to eat with amanda and regan..lols..they so cute~ blur blur de! xD

when we reached the interchange, baby insisted tat i go home and not sending her to her aunt house 1st cuz they're coming home..later clash den GG =x

i kept finding reason to let baby stay longer but in the end the bus still came den i went had board the bus even tho how i dun wan to.. T_T

today i didnt meet up with baby cuz she can't come out, therefore i stayed and rotted at home like whole day! altho baby's like 1 bus away frm mi but i still cannot get to meet her..hais~

PS: baby i miss u~ nxt time we go out earlier! den we can pak tor longer ner! no matter how early we go out, when it comes to the time to send u home, i still wun bear to de..baby muz call mi often oh~ now i'm like so free aft expulsion..almost thinking of rotting my day off =x muacks~ baby i love u~ x33

Thursday, June 12, 2008

verdict..

ytd around 3.18pm, i went to sch with my dad to receive the ULTIMATE verdict. JASmine's curse sort of came true..she cursed tat i got expel from sch..it really came true..well..sch's fuck up as well.

my dad wasn't informed abt the inquiry immediately..he onli found out on monday. it's when he receive calls frm my mum den he noe de. the expulsion letter was issued on monday and i onli received it yesterday. my dad was kinda furious cuz of this tho.

aft my expulsion, my dad went back to office to get his fren to type out appeal letter. he also called my uncle to see wad he can do, both of them got up till like 3am to get my letter done. really ought to thank them for helping mi so much.

when i told baby tat i got expelled, baby was like "are u serious? u sound so happy" and i was like "i dunno y i like so happy oso" perhaps i've been prepared for the worst le bahs..tat's y not veri worried now..

today when i went to sch to hand in the appeal letter, tat fat cunning bitch was in the office therefore we passed her the letter. i'm not really sure if they gonna reinstate mi or not, if not i haf to think of other institution to go le.

my dad was suggesting mi to go overseas for studies but i wasn't really keen cuz i can't bear to leave baby alone in singapore and pursue my studies. i'm not going anywhere without her, even if i haf to, i'll bring her along with mi! x3

partly is cuz scare when i come back she'll run away with other guys le (kinda kiasu on my thinking but i dun care) another reason is like wad i mentioned, she bu de.

i told baby abt it but she dun seem to b really keen, therefore i told her not to worry, i wun go anywhere without her de. i noe she wun wanna let mi go, it's the same for mi. i dun wanna let myself go as well..

jun hao called mi juz now to ask if i really got expelled frm sch and i confirmed with him, i told him tat i appeal le now waiting for result.

i'll drag tat lesbian bitch along if i cannot go back to sch. she'll suffer much worst fate than mi..muahahahahaha! i gt series of plans drawn up le..

now i shall think of wad shld i b doin 10yrs down the road with current situation.

baby really did i big part to cheer mi up, altho she's tired out frm her job but she nvr fails to make mi laugh everytime. ty baby~ x33

PS: baby ty for cheering mi up ytd, tat's really veri sweet of u and i realise how much baby is to mi once again~ xD so happy! but think on the bright side, if i cannot get reinstate, i can grow long hair with colours! can work and earn a living to yang baby! xD lalalalalas~ baby mi now haf long term plans to make le oh! muz think of how to earn ALOT ALOT ALOT of money to yang baby! =x muacks~ x33 baby~

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

judgement day

today i'm gonna face the ultimate judgement day, i'm goin to sch at around 3pm with my parents to meet up with tat FAT and FAKE bitch..

my mum's been nagging for the past few days and it's DAMN annoying..zzz..annoying until i wanted to slap her and ask her to shut up.. =\

my dad called mi this morning and asked mi not to argue back with them or quarrel with them..baby oso told mi not to quarrel with them on the spot..let my dad settle..if i quarrel with them den no nid to sms baby le.. therefore i haf to hold back my fire and vent it all on blog and in games..

if i got expelled, i'll waste my parents $$..they'll 100% blow up their top de..

wish mi luck later..i'll update again when i get the verdict..

Monday, June 9, 2008

confession

this morning i went to sch at 7.45am, when i reached there, onli jia min, val and wendi was there..jia min instructed us to come at 745 for the setup but nobody came..as a result..we kinda screw up alot of things..tables wasn't arranged to the back, no skirting, slides not in dept, font too small..

i noe kwai they all put in alot of effort le..but i juz dun like how the rest of them behave. they act as if it's none of their business..

aft our presentation, we went to KFC for lunch and we went back sch to sit in for presentation hearing at 1pm. the other group was kinda well prepared tho..altho we scored the 2nd highest in the whole level for out 1st presentation, but we kinda screw up for 2nd one..think we put in too much time and effort on 1st de le..den aft tat we slack for 2nd one..

aft i went home, mummy told mi tat sch called and they wanted to see daddie on friday. i told daddie to ask them to postpone to monday cuz dun wanna interupt the meetin with baby on friday. baby is always my 1st priority, anything else dun really matters to mi..

i chatted with baby aft her work, we chatted till 7pm..really felt like it's been a long long time since i last chatted with baby in the afternoon..perhaps it's those quarrels bahs..

personally i kinda think tat i sort of neglected baby for a bit cuz of my projects and my case..really wanna make it up to her b4 i go attachment..therefore i wun allow ANY quarrels to come in between us anymore..i juz wanna spend as much time as i can with her..be it sms, on fone or meet up. i dun wan her to haf tat empty feeling, tat feeling really sucks BIG time.

i called baby at around 8pm to continue our chat, we chatted veri happily aft so long..i really could feel how lucky am i to haf her by my side for mi..she'll always b there to cheer mi up whenever i'm sad, she's always the drive for mi to carry on with my sch and as well as my work..cuz..i pictured her in every part of my life le..she's the onli one tat i want..i dun regret saying tat cuz i'm really in love with her..she's the best gift i could ever get and she's the least tat i ever wanna let go off..

at 10pm we had some small chat and i confessed to her abt wad i've been feelin..abt wad i was thinkin..abt the picture i had 10yrs dwn the road..i wun elaborate on that cuz it's for her ears onli..baby hear le like abit mood less..i asked her if she's feelin sad or angry..she said none of the above..i asked her if she's feeling happy..she said dunno..i dunno wad happened, but i can see tat she's kinda troubled..hais..if i noe tat it'll turn out this way den i dun confess le..y muz i do all these wrong things at the wrong time? zzz..stupid mi..as a result..when we're abt to sleep, i can sense tat baby was like crying.

i asked her but she denied, so i didn't say anything aft tat le..i waited till she hanged up the call instead..actually wad was running thru my mind was, "wad will she feel?" "how? wad to do now?" "y did she cried?" "did i said something wrong?" i kept saying sorry inside my heart cuz i dunno wad i did..hais..can't really get those things off my mind..i juz kept thinkin of it..i really hope baby can read this entry as soon as possible..some of my feelings are not shown. it's hidden and can't b told..so i can onli let u noe over in my blog..

PS: baby really sorry tat i made such a confession to u earlier on..guess u had a shock bahs..hais..sorry..but tat's wad i really wanted..those thingy tat i told u..i dun wanna look for my mrs right all over again le..i juz wan u..nobody else but u..i really dunno wad's wrong with the both of us these couple of days..we juz like quarrel every now and den..hais..really sorry..i wanna spend every minute of my time with u b4 i go out for attachments..really hope tat baby can read my blog frequently cuz sometime there's somethings i wanna say to u but i can't say it out..therefore i'll write it down in my blog.. i love u baby.. muacks~ x33

Sunday, June 8, 2008

ytd's been a boring day..woke up at 10am (i think) den still dun haf the mood to get up cuz there's nth special to do. not meeting baby, not goin out and most importantly..THERE'S NTH TO DO!

i called baby at 11+ or 12 den we chatted till 1pm den she went to eat her lunch..as usual..INSTANT UDON WITH EGGS! but this time..it's 3 EGGS!

aft tat, baby went online to look for mi and we went to do monster carnival with her mei. we played till 7pm den we went for dinner. aft dinner, baby went to CS to look for cash items for both our noobs and as well as my main. we decided on wad CS items to buy! we're gonna change hair! weee! xD

aft tat, we went on msn and play game till 11.30, we went to SG boss aft tat. at around 12midnight, we went to sleep! i called baby and we chatted awhile..her marmie came in therefore we cannot chat anymore. baby insisted mi on singing song tonite again~ so i did..aft tat she accidentally on loudspeaker den her mum heard mi talking!

i woke up at 10.30am today, smsed baby den i was still thinking of wad to do today. felt like goin out but nowhere to go, i onli wanna go out with baby! >.<

i learnt how to flip eggs on pan! weee~ i was so happy tat i cook 8 eggs! =x i'm still eating it now~ lalalalalas~

most probably i'll b online and pei baby bahs..until nite den go sleep..

i find tat my weekends are kinda boring..perhaps i should start to find thingy and do b4 i got nothing to write on my blog every weekends =x

PS: baby we haf to find thingy and do tgt ner! we machiam weekend stay at home nia! we muz go out on sunday oso! (hinting baby) =x baby dun keep eating INSTANT UDON la~ INSTANT food no good de..high in MSG, SALT and PRESERVATIVE! cannot eat so much ah! x333 baby~ muacks~

Friday, June 6, 2008

bad things come in 2..

if ytd's quarrel wasn't bad enuf, here's 1 more..juz now aft my measurements at the hotel, i called baby and we chatted on the fone. when she reached home, i was at raffles MRT station, the place was dam crowded and noisy. i raised my voice a little louder cuz i can't hear a thing den baby said i screamed at her..hais..aft tat she threw her tantrum, i kept apologizing to her but she dun wanna listen..we end off when she said she wanna go shower and sleep..hais..wtf was i thinking?! stupid me..ytd de quarrel still not enuf? y i itchy mouth go raise my voice juz because i can't hear? hais..stupid me..i really went back to the past..always makes baby unhappy again..

i tried to sms and apologise to baby but she nvr reply..aft i reach lakeside, i went to market and get my dinner. when i went home i smsed baby at 7.45pm again..but she until now nvr reply mi..hais..it's already 8pm..

i'm kinda worried tat baby will angry at mi even more..hais..i dun wan baby angry at all..seeing her angry at mi or cried cuz of mi makes my heart really pain..hais..really kinda no mood right now..

PS: baby dun angry le ner..sorry sorry baby..dun angry at mi le ner T_T dui bu qi..bibi nu shi gu yi de..T_T -heart pain- hais..baby dun angry at mi le ner..muacks.. x33 baby loads


differences.. T.T

ytd nite, a quarrel broke out while talkin to baby on the fone. it all started when i asked her wanna eat sweet corn anot, she screamed at mi and said "dun wan la!" i was abit unhappy cuz i asked her nicely den she screamed at mi. i sort of ignored her for awhile den she got angry oso..

aft tat i apologised to her but she still ignored mi..aft awhile, she talked to mi but her tone seems veri sad and unhappy..of course i tried to make her laugh but she doesn't seems to b in the mood for tat..aft awhile we hung up as she said she wanna go to bed le..

aft we hung up, she smsed mi and ask mi to reflect on myself..did i change? hais..my mood wasn't good for wednesday and ytd cuz of jason..tat's y i sort of like ignored baby..but i dun mean it at all..hais..

i thought about it for the whole nite, i was wrong to ignore her and i shouldn't haf did those things ytd nite..hais...

it's all my fault..everytime things will always turn out this way..nothing seems rite..no matter how much effort i put in and tried to make amendments but things still wun turn out the way i wanted..hais..

i'm having a meeting with my hotel's uniform department later on at around 5pm cuz they haf to tailor made new uniforms for mi..apparently i'm too fat..

PS: baby sorry abt ytd ner..didn't mean it de..sry..dun angry with mi le..juz tat i dun like tat jason to keep sms u..i'll get jealous de ma..summore he always said "i love u" and all those things..which guys wun get jealous? hais..nvms..sorry baby..dun angry le.. i love u..muacks~ x33

Thursday, June 5, 2008

BASTARD~

today as promised to baby..i woke up at 10am. actually wanted to wake her up at 6.30am de, but she insist mi on sleeping! F5. aft i woke up, i tried to patch my damn maple but it wun work! as a result i haf to redownload whole maple..stupid..

i oso scanned my com for virus and rubbish popups, while scanning i went to NTUC to get things to cook for lunch..in the end i got the same ingredients for curry rice. (i wun sians of those thingy!)

ytd baby told mi tat jason smsed her again aft long time of Missing-In-Action. as usual, he still die die wan hong baby. aft hearing tat i wasn't veri happy of course, but i dun feel uneasy as the 1st time..i felt calmer..most probably is the relationship between baby and mi strengthened le bahs.

we seriously hardly quarrel le, we live everyday happily and most importantly we cherish each other more than before le. <3

but tat jason keeps annoying mi..cannot hong still die die wan stick there like super glue..damn extra..

in the afternoon, aft baby's work she went to tampines mall with ah wei for a walk. she saw this flatties tat she likes a lot! we agreed to go shopping spree aft she got her pay =D

but excitement and happiness stopped when she told mi tat jason wanted to come find her. i told her tat if he go dwn den i'm oso goin dwn, she said no and she asked him dun come dwn. i told baby tat jason is always coming into our own world, it's like having a sunny day and we're enjoying it veri much den some dark clouds came over and cover us up.

i told her tat if he's gonna b so EXTRA again, i'm gonna make it UGLY..i do wad i said..den baby was like "i angry le ah!" i replied "u wan angry of mi cuz of him?" den baby didn't said anything at all..she onli said "sayang sayang" obviously i dun wan another quarrel cuz of another JAS..zzz

i tot finally can have a piece of mind in relationship le, nobody will come in and extra. but i'm wrong, troubles always brew when ur enjoying the sweetest moment with the one u love. damn ANNOYING _|_

those red colour tat i highlighted are names and some ways to describe noob shyt! including my post tittle! =D

PS: baby everyday so early wake up and work, summore at nite late late den sleep..sure will fall sick de..muz take care of urself okies? drink more water, eat more fruits..cannot eat so much fastfood ah! all the fastfood so fattening de. hmmms..baby muz keep away frm tat annoying asshole ah..tell him he wan hong again..i'll make his life miserable =D ur hubby is veri veri veri capable of doin things tat are against the rules. =D. muacks~ love baby~ x33

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

x.x

ytd i reached the meeting place @ 9pm and onli val was there, weiming was on the way there and sheng's cab broke dwn in the middle of PIE. when weiming arrived we decided to get some cup noodles and sit @ mos burger to slack.

when we reached sch gate, the security guard said we can't go in and stay overnite cuz nobody gave notice to him. after much negotiation, we onli managed to let him allow us to setup the area. we arranged the tables and put on the tablecloth, move all the chairs and clear the rest of the litters.

we decided to went over to sheng's place to do our assignment as we do not have a place to go and we carried all our bags. we started on our assignments and halfway thru i watched movies as i do not have the "drive" to continue my assignments.

around 3am we decided to take a walk to McDonald's near sheng's place, when we reached there, they were having maintenance and therefore we can't buy anything! $%^#$%#^#$%

we went to 7-11 instead and aft that we took a walk around the neighbourhood..we saw a lot of nice bungalow and nice cars! wooo~

when we returned to sheng's house it's already 4am, time is running out for me and i decided to finish up my assignment. it was already 5.30am when i finally finish it, the rest of them are already fast asleep. altho i was wide awake at that time, my back hurts alot.

we took a cab to sch @ 7am and we're all tired like mad. when jiamin the all arrived with the stuffs, we unloaded them and sent them up to seminar room 2.

the whole event went quite smoothly and everything went nicely in place. after the whole event, we pack up everything and hurried down to the library to print out the assignments for submission.

i struggled my way home as i'm so tired. when i reached home, i had curry rice for lunch and went to bed smsing with baby.

i kept falling asleep halfway thru the sms, when baby finally finish work @ 4pm, i called her and we chatted over the phone till she reached home. she took a shower and i fell asleep aft tat..i onli realised it @ 6.30pm. i waited till 6.45 to give baby a call, when i called her the 2nd time she answered the fone but aft awhile she hung up without saying anything.

when she woke up she said tat i fan si ren..hais..i wasn't on purpose de..usually i'll call her twice and if she nvr ans den i'll wait le..but i didn't noe baby will get so angry..this is the 1st time she said i fan..hais..

PS: sorry baby..dun mean to annoy baby while baby's sleeping de..hais..sorry sorry.. T.T
x33 baby loads. muacks~

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

stupidity

monday i went to sign contract @ holiday inn parkview, my contract states tat i onli haf 6 days of ANNUAL leave..tat's like -.- hyatt is offering 10 days! den holiday inn onli 6 days! wtf?! apart frm tat..i had 14 days of medical leave..hyatt is offering UNLIMITED! STUPID!

i had to attend this PRE EMPLOYMENT checkup at CUPPAGE de clinic -.- so far..i can grow SPIDER webs when i go there..but apart frm tat..all is well..baby's 1st day of work is pretty simple tho..she went there at 10.30am den start briefing and stuffs..when they are abt to start work, it's already like 2pm..den they work till around 4+ jiu go home le..

she's tiring herself out by working! nxt time she'll b a tai tai at home! i'll b the sole breadwinner instead! =D (actually baby wanted mi to stay at home do chores, cook and take care of babies cuz i'm DARN good in cooking. =\)


we took a nap till 7.30 den i woke her up, i can notice tat she's veri tired when she talked to mi over the fone..she came online at around 8pm when i was abt to call her..den we maple till around 2am! onli around 1.50 den she told mi tat she needs to wake up at 6.45! (bendan baby! always dun wan sleep early! tire urself out how?! always like tat de! RAWR!)

baby woke mi up at 9am today, i was thinking tat the seminar i had to attend is at 10.30..when i double check the invitation, it's at 9.30! den i rush to toilet, shower, dress up, style my hair and took a cab dwn to sch..when i reached there, it was already halfway thru.

sheng was EVEN later than mi~ weee~ heng i'm not the latest =D

aft the seminar, we stayed back for project discussion. they decided to stay over in sch to complete the setup. unfortunately i was inside too! which means..tonite cannot pei baby le..sians~ baby today went for 2nd day of work..she said it was boring to tap in and out everytime. her tone was oso like kinda pek chek when she sms..f3

ever since she started working, she seldom reply my sms even tho i was like sms her veri frequently. she took like 1hr to 1hr 30mins to reply..sometimes nvr even reply..i didn't really made a big fuss over it tho..dun wanna b a burden to her when she's working..but it would really b nice if she sms mi more..cuz i'm like so bored everyday..wanna talk to her but she's working, wanna go gai gai with her but she's workin. we can't meet tat frequent as compared to last time as well..cuz of her work..so i was hoping to talk on fone and sms frequently so tat i wun really miss her tat much.

perhaps i haf to start adepting to the change bahs..if not when i start attachment den it'll b kinda late to adept le.. =(

PS: baby it's been like dunno how many days since u last tagged my message board..it's kinda empty without u tagging..perhaps u've been busy..tat's y nvr drop by to read my blog..but nvms..i'll still write as much as i can when i'm free..so tat 1 day when ur online u can read everything over here.. =D kinda miss u as well..even tho we can't meet as frequent as b4 and we dun sms tat frequent but i wan u to noe tat my love for u wun grow less, it'll onli grow stronger and stronger. muacks~ baby i love u~ <33 (Li Wei x33 Hui Xuan Always)

Sunday, June 1, 2008

boring day~

today's a boring day cuz i was stuck at home..kinda lazy to go out, therefore decided to stay at home and pei baby..

baby woke up at around 10+ den we went to maple, she was lookin all over the FM for genesis bk2 and i was like "baby i go get owl and help u find" to lighten her hassel..f3

she passed her genesis bk2 and she was so thru the roof..instead of training our noob, she bought 2x and went to train her bishop. of cuz i got nth to do but to train our char to lvl 30 den do job advancement..but there's like a little commotion over some small issue..but we resolve it and therefore it nvr grew into something big! xD

i had this pineapple rice for lunch but it's DAMN HUGE..they put the rice in the pineapple and i was like "omg"think i'm gonna like put on weight le! time to go on diet~

anyways..aft i had my dinner, i had zhu jiao chu! baby's favourite den baby was like keep wanting to eat! lalalas~

weee~ tmr signing contract le..finally can put 1 big stone dwn~ juz hope everything turns out right bahs~ baby is really my lucky charm..everything seems to go veri well aft we're tgt..she's destined to b with mi~ destined to b mine! xD

PS: baby nxt time den mi cook zhu jiao chu for baby okies?! xD mine sure better than baby de popo de! cuz i'm pro bibi! lalalas~ baby mi tonite sure happy dao cannot sleep le~ cuz tmr signing contract! weee~ muacks~ think baby's com not working le..den i call baby bahs~ muacks~ x3333 baby loads~

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The Lovely Hubby

HIS PROFILE
NAME :Bendan AkA Weiwei
CHI NAME:Lim Li Wei
CRACKED ON :April 10th 1988
HOROSCOPE:Aries
SCHOOL:SHATEC
EMAIL:vampire_6000000@hotmail.com

His Beloved~

HER PROFILE
NAME :Benda AkA Huihui
CHI NAME:Tan Hui Xuan
CRACKED ON :May 4th
HAPPILY ATTACHED TO HER ON:18/10/2007

WHAT HE LOVES AND HATE

LOVES:
1- Wifey Tan Hui Xuan
2- His Phone
3- His Com
4- His Ah Bu a.k.a SPLASHCANDY
5- His Ben Nu Er

HATES:
1- LIARS
2- BACKSTABBERS
3- HYPOCRITES
4- PPL THAT SNATCH HER WITH HIM

What He Wanna Say To Her

♥ 我想对你说

有时会傻傻的想了很久
却想不出不想你的理由

你的样貌深深的留在我心里
好想和你在沙滩看星星
好想和你做很多很多事
可是我最想要的就是..

永远陪在你身边

为什么每当我们很高兴的在一起时
都会是要分开的时候?
好想时间停止在我们在一起的时侯
这样我就能永远和你在一起
也可以不用分开了

虽然有时我会笨笨的惹你生气
可是我真的不是故意的
对不起♥

Bii Bii 永远只爱 baby 一个♥♥

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-A very Big Thanks To The Designer (My Sun Nu) Who Made This Skin. =D


-Many Many Many Big Big Big Big Thanks Is To My Precious Lovely Wifey Who Inspired Me To Start Blogging..Baby, I'll Always Blog My Feelings Out For U To Read..I Love U Gal~ Muacks~


-Another Big Thanks Is To My Marmie SPLASHCANDY Who Is Always There To Counsel And Entertain Me When I'm Feelin Down Aft a Quarrel With Baby..She's Always Be There To Settle All Differences For Me.

-BIG Thanks To My Ben Nu Er YingyB For Encouraging And Comforting Me Whenever Anything Happened <33

-LAST big thanks goes to my SI BEN NU ER! (simple nu er) she's always there (well not really always la) when I need ppl to talk to..