Friday, July 31, 2009
Talking
Hi mr. Bloggie! It's nearly 2am and i'm still on here! Today baby finally replied me after 24hours+ de cold war le. Finally found out that she's alright!
It's better than nothing! U noe i was so happy tat i told my frens abt it!! I practically announce it to everyone! Awwww~ i really miss bab y alot ner! T.T
Well i came home, showered and i "talked" to baby. Well it's nt real de baby, i was talking to the diary. I knew how sweet she is and how much i neeed. T.T baby please dun ignore le. Wuuwuuwuu! I love u dear.. Time to orh oiink! Muacks!!
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
1:54 AM
1:54 AM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
missing you.
I really missed baby alot..hais..y do things turn out this way? I didn't meant to ignore baby at all..it's already been more than 24 hours and all i heard from her is saying me annoying.. it really hurts me alot. hais..
I can't sleep, barely eaten anything at all, i even cried during work. everyone thought that i'm suffering from mental breakdown or something. Hais, all i want is baby dun ignore me anymore..I really can't take it when the girl i love the most ignore me..
Just now i composed a song based on yuan liang wo by xiao jing teng, but it didn't turn out as I had expected..
Hais i really dun feel like working anymore..it's worst to be here..I rather die now..
baby, If you can see this, please forgive me. It's been 24hrs already, i really miss u a lot. i really can't do anything without you. You really meant a lot to me. i'm really sorry baby, please forgive me. I will do anything for u to forgive me because I really can't live without u. everybody can ignore me i can dun give a shit about them but u can't. You are my precious loved one, my best friend, my soulmate. U are my EVERYTHING! please! I'm feeling very miserable. hais..
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
8:03 PM
8:03 PM
Prata
Just came back from prata with cube, along the way i realised that i can't used to goin out with other girls. All i think of is baby, man how i wish baby is here with me now..hais.. Now there's a song that can describe my feeling. Thinking of you by katy perry. I really dun feel the same with other girls, in fact i felt very uncomfortable. Hais.. If only baby knew about it..
Baby if u DO read my blog please read the below:
BABY I REALLY NEED YOU IN MY LIFE! I really dunno what to do without you! Everytime when you ignore me i'll feel very terrible, miserable and horrible. It's just like dying, loneliness and emptiness. Hais..
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
12:37 AM
12:37 AM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Commando
I woke up at 5am yesterday with only 4hrs of sleep the day before. i went to pasir ris for my vocation test. I was still very blur due to lack of sleep. Took a cab down after alighting from pasir ris station and the uncle dies nt noe hw to go there. When he finally figured it out, it's already 7.10 i quickly rush out of the cab and went to the guard house for reporting. To my surprise it's a commando school! Which meant tat it's a commando's selection! I'm chosen to do the job! We did some exercise to determine our fitness lvl. At first i was very reluctant to join commando but baby supported me! Nw i think it wun be so bad after all! Hopefully i'll be chosen man! I went to meet baby and we had dinner together.
Today i went out to meet baby and we had lunch together, after that we went to catch harry potter. It's a bloody lame show with no ending..
After that we walked to the interchange from ehub, on the way we played and baby bent my middle finger. It was quite painful, aft that i kept quiet for a moment cuz was adepting to the pain..aft that baby ignore me already.. I really didn't noe wad i did which caused her to be so angry and ignore me..even my sms and calls..
Hais..i'm really sorry for not talking baby..dun angry with me le please.. T.T 别生笨笨的老公的气了呢。我很想你呢。i love u baby.
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
10:55 PM
10:55 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
The previous post is a video i came across on the net, it showed how much food we've been wasting and how much kids really depending on those food that we can't finish.
I really felt damn fortunate compared to them man, STOP WASTING FOOD GUYS!~ EAT WHAT U CAN! :)
muacks~ x33 baby always.
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
1:01 AM
1:01 AM
Culture Unplugged Video
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
12:47 AM
12:47 AM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Anniversary
Today's anniversary was very sweet, i managed to surprised baby with my porridge. I called it 开心粥 cuz when baby is sick all she has to do is eat this porridge and she'll feel 10001% better! She was so happy to eat the porridge o cooked for her! As long as baby is happy, i'm happy too! After that i met daniel and went to fauziah's wedding, we saw sandryne wore a kimono! So kawai neh! :D we ate alot of food until we can barely swallow any! After the wedding? We went to american club and played ping pong, that was so cool! It's like way better than the club i had! -.- we stayed there till 5 and we headed for home. I went to meet up with baby instead and we had fish soup and porridge for dinner, baby suggested to walk to white sands which was pretty far. But i agreed cuz i need some serious digestion, really enjoyed the walk very much. 1st time walk so farr with baby lehs! Muacks!
If ppl were to ask me hw happy i am ranging from 1 to 100, i'll definitely give more than 100!
Baby ty for such wonderful anniversary today! Muacks! I love you! x333
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
1:42 AM
1:42 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Sick
Relax~ i'm not sick! It's baby who's sick! :D baby told me that she's feeling unwell today, i was feeling kinda worried. So i drop the thought of bringing baby to fauziah's wedding tomorrow. I thought for quite some time and wanted to surprise baby as it was our anniversary, i decided to cook porridge and bring it to her! It's my 1st rime cooking porridge for anyone! (isn't she lucky?!) i think better than striking 4D! :x i've already put the porridge in the slow cooker le, hopefully it'll do some magic! Tomorrow i'll be goin to get some minced meat and put in the porridge!
Happy anniversary my baobeii princess!!! Even though we can't celebrate but i still gt surprise for u!! Muacks! I noe u wun come this blog de!! I love u dear!
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
1:55 AM
1:55 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
Day 1
Today totally suck! Wanted to go to do some charity work at metha school but en up didn't go cuz carol was sick again and i have to go back and cover ALL the clerk job. ._."' pretty stupid, the best part. My boss can even called my fren and asked her how i reacted! Pretty fucked up i noe! Damn fucker! Zzzz.. Anyways nth special happened today, back to my lame clerk job with the lame boss..
After work i got home and the same feeling overwhelmed me again. Quiet, lost and lonely. Perhaps this feelings gonna last till a week. Until i got used to it.
A very big thank you baby for encouraging me with all the sweet words tay u replied me this morning. Knowing that i will get woke up by my nokia n95, u smsed me on my iphone instead. Muacks! That's super sweet of u my dear! x333 muacks! I love you!
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
1:17 AM
1:17 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Sending off
What my mum told me was true. I felt damn sad aft i reached home today realizing that my sis is now on the plane to australia for 1yr and a half. I didnt managed to send her off as i'm working, all i did was sent her an sms asking her to take care of herself. We've actually been fighting and quarreling for the past few years and we didn't talk to each other. But i felt so not used to it when she's not around. I remembered back in school days we used to be in the same school and i'll always talked to her rudely in front of her frens, perhaps to show them tat i'm her brother. But come to think of it, i felt very stupid! I think i took the "caring" in a wrong way. I remembered when i was in primary 6, i broke my arm the day before PSLE and was admitted to hospital. My sis cried the moment her teacher broke the news to her. When i came home at night she saw my cast and acted as if nothing happened. But on her face it clearly showed the worried look. I was certainly too young to understand it way back then.. I told baby (with MORE contents of course) about how i felt and stuffs. But i'm wondering if she'll read and said anything as she's already asleep by now. :(
Baby i'm really feeling very lousy.. I'm gonna miss her badly!
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
1:26 AM
1:26 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Boring~ boring~
Yawns~ today's feeling damn tired. X.x perhaps is cuz stayed up late with daniel last nite. Baby smsed me at around 1.45 tellin me that she haven go to popo house cuz of her mum. She asked me dun talk abt it and dun provoke her today as she was nt feeling well. I agreed to it and didn't really go bother her until she replied my sms. Just now she smsed me and we were playing for awhile. Seems like her mood was quite good after all. But after awhile she stopped smsing me le. Back to the boring way till i gt home. X.x oh ya!! Tomorrow i'll b having dinner with my family as my sis will b goin to aust for studies. She wun b back for like 1 and half year, our relationship got a bit better after all these yrs of cold war. I guess we grown up to b more mature already. We started to have small conversations when dad's around. I think i'm so gonna miss her! Although we've been having cold war but she still my sis after all right? 兄妹间哪有隔夜仇. Besides we only lived once.
Ps: i wonder if anyone's been reading my blog? It's like so ulu and my chat box is being flooded by all the advertising spam. -.-
Muacks! I <3 u baby!
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
11:40 PM
11:40 PM
Exciting
Today's work was fking busy!! Almost every night i have to work like mad!! Omg! T.T but i'm left with 1more month b4 i'm officially discharge from holiday inn. Today is my 2nd time stayin here with daniel in the hotel as ah kham do not wanna stay. Therefore i took her room and stay!! Wahahahahahahas! We're gonna rock the place down! Hopefully nobody come for a party crashing! My relationship with baby was still very good despite some quarrels in between but we're still very loving! Thanks to baby, i can tahan for so long in my attachments! If not i'll be giving up long ago le. Muacks i love u girl! I'm bloody looking forward to my 2yrs anniversary with baby! It'll b damn fun! Woooo~ i think i muz go prepare for the anniversary le! Oh well! Time to take a comfortable bath! Cya!
Baby i love u a million!!
my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
12:53 AM
12:53 AM