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Monday, August 3, 2009


Yesterday & today

I was working ytd when i decided to call baby, when talking to her, i realised that she was crying and something was wrong. She was drinking obviously, i gt so panicked tat i called nite immediately to locate her. Nite found baby at pasir ris park and by tat time i was about to leave the hotel already. I told "mum" tat i had something urgent to attend to, she asked me wad happened and i explained to her. She immediately told me to finish my work den go off quickly.

While doing my work, thoughts ran through my mind. Y was baby so drunk and crying? What happened? Y she didn't tell me anything at all? I was typing and trembling, i even lost my temper an shouted at some of those chamber maida over the fone. Once again "mum" asked me to get a hold of myself and think on the bright side..

But baby was fucking drunk and i dunno wad will happened to her. How to look on the bright side?? Baby told me dun come and she was fucking drunk, i couldn't really make out what was happening. All i noe tat is i'm worried sick, i boke down while talking to baby over the fone. When i came out, "mum" asked me wad happened and i told her. She comforted me and asked me to take it easy, i finally calmed myself down.

After that i called baby and she had difficulties breathing and she feel like throwing up. I immediate told her to take a rest. Those questions kept appearing in my mind for a long time until i got home, at around 2 am, baby sms me feeling much more sober now. She saod that she was very hot, i knew that her hangover kicked in already.

I woke up very early this morning and rushed over to see baby, thinkin that she will be hungry after throwing up so many times, i bought her some da ba bao. I sat down there thinking about the questions and i was thinking that the things that she said when drunk was not true.

i finally saw baby but she juz seems like nothing happened at all. The moment i saw her, i finally had a sense of relieve. We had some chat and i left at 1.45 for community service.

Hais.. Guess i wasn't as strong as before, u noe when u already had the girl tat u wanna live with for life and suddenly she gave u a big shock. The feeling, i really can't take it. Baby is very deary to me, i simply can't live without her. Even though she always scold, pinch and bite me. But i never once hated her, in fact i love her more and more. She really became part of my life, something that i can't live without. Just like air..

Even ling and other of my exs dun come anywhere closer as compared to baby..

Baby nxt time please dun scare me anymore. I really can't imagine 1 day without u.. :(

I love you baby. Muacks.

my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
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