Friday, March 27, 2009

Alot of things happened during our 1 yr 4 months anniversary, but on the 5th month things turned out veri well (so far).

Anyways, Today was working like mad as tons of ppl came to WOP. Ever since afternoon when I started working there's been this urge for me to make a reservation at Shangri-la's The Line Restaurant. After much hesitation, I decided to give them a call and check out their buffet price. The price was way way way within my budget and therefore i decided to make a reservation.

When I told the lady that I need a table for 2 on the 10th of April, she returned to me and said ALL their outlets are FULLY booked! I was like WHAT THE FUCK?! After hanging up the fone i pondered awhile and i decided to ask Mr. Zul if there's any nice place to have my birthday buffet and he recommended me The Carousel. I called them but the fone kept getting engaged and I was kind of pissed off and decided to call later.

In the evening around 9.30 I called them and made a reservation for 2! I requested for a cake as it's my birthday, the guy said "we can help u make a cheese cake but it would not be special already as the person celebrating is u" (total -.-) I said "cuz my gf is not the one making reservations. =( " In my heart i was like "y baby so WOOD de? no SURPRISE! T.T " but I still asked them to la. Perhaps I dun wanna celebrate it withoug any cakes bahs, afterall it's my 21st birthday.

Last tuesday went out with daniel they all and I told daniel about my 21st birthday dilema and he was so good. He told me to celebrate it on my own and dun bother abt wad other ppl's doing. It sort of lighten up my dilema and I sort of gotten over it le.

BACK to today, when it was 10.30pm, baby called me when I was clearing the messy tables and turning them over for next day's breakfast. I stopped awhile and went to answer the call, baby was throwing tantrum cuz I told her off. But as u noe when ever she does that I'll 101% give in to her which i did.

Around 5mins later Mr. Zul came looking for me, he screwed me up and I got no choice but to hang up the call. I told baby but she dun wan to, I told her that I was scolded by my manager le and I told her off again. she wasn't happy and hung up on me. (I HATE PPL HANGING UP ON ME!) After that she smsed me and said I was very mean. I made her felt useless..

I did not made her felt useless I swear! Perhaps she called at the wrong time as i'm working in coffee house. The ppl there aren't as freindly as those back in EL, everytime when I tried to communicate more with baby, she'll either not reply my sms or not talk to me. Because she's playing MAPLE! I kinda hate it in the 1st place as it really worsened our relationship, y bother wasting time and money on stupid game?

But after the quarrel, I decided not to say anything anymore. Maybe is I control baby too much le bahs, now I dun care le. She wan do wad jiu do wad as I'm very very very sick and tired of quarrelling over silly things like MAPLESTORY. I oso got used to her not smsing me more le, kinda sad though. My inbox feels very very very empty, sometimes 1 day she onli replied me like 6 smses and after that was nothing le.

Really feel kinda empty but what to do? I love her too much and that's 1 of the sacrifice i have to do for her. Sometimes I really hope that we can just spend 1 of my off days together without saying about MAPLE. Just 1 of my off day weekly can le, I dun ask for much. But I doubt it will happen as it'll just be another quarrel if I tell it to her.

She loves maple too much le, to the extend that we can even quarrel over it. Now when I talked to her on the fone, all i can hear is her MAPLE background music blasting away. I can't even hear her voice or wad so ever. I really miss those times when we talked over the fone withoug anything interupting us. But I think it's very hard for the same senario we had happening again le bahs. Hais..

PS: baby I'm giving in to u alot alot alot le. cuz I really dun wanna quarrel anymore, quarrelling is just waste of time and it hurts the relationship REAL bad. We're not talking alot anymore and if still quarrel, i dun dare to think of what's gonna happen. therefore i chose to give in, u wan do wad jiu do wad bahs. I love u too much le, until I really dun bear to hurt our relationship anymore. Sometimes I wonder will baby remember of this blog? Will baby come back here and check out if I wrote anything? I dun think so bahs. baby 101% maple until sleep de, dun even think she remembered our blog.. If she forgot le den jiu suan le. Den this shall be my blog where I say everything that I wanna tell her but can't. Baby, I really miss and love u alot u understand? everytime i told u i love u or i miss u, ur reaction will be "eeeee" this wasn't even happening before. what's happening? U think i'm joking? well ur wrong. I'm not, i miss u more than anything that i do. maybe u wun miss me cuz u got ur maple to play with but to me, eventhough i'm working very very hard. I'll still think of u, thinking of how's ur day, have u eaten, how are u feeling now, do u miss me as much as i do, do u love me as much as i do. I even got the urge to see u immediately, but i noe this urge will not come true as baby will not see me de.. hais.. Will you?

I MISS YOU BABY

I LOVE YOU BABY

my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
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