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Monday, June 9, 2008


confession

this morning i went to sch at 7.45am, when i reached there, onli jia min, val and wendi was there..jia min instructed us to come at 745 for the setup but nobody came..as a result..we kinda screw up alot of things..tables wasn't arranged to the back, no skirting, slides not in dept, font too small..

i noe kwai they all put in alot of effort le..but i juz dun like how the rest of them behave. they act as if it's none of their business..

aft our presentation, we went to KFC for lunch and we went back sch to sit in for presentation hearing at 1pm. the other group was kinda well prepared tho..altho we scored the 2nd highest in the whole level for out 1st presentation, but we kinda screw up for 2nd one..think we put in too much time and effort on 1st de le..den aft tat we slack for 2nd one..

aft i went home, mummy told mi tat sch called and they wanted to see daddie on friday. i told daddie to ask them to postpone to monday cuz dun wanna interupt the meetin with baby on friday. baby is always my 1st priority, anything else dun really matters to mi..

i chatted with baby aft her work, we chatted till 7pm..really felt like it's been a long long time since i last chatted with baby in the afternoon..perhaps it's those quarrels bahs..

personally i kinda think tat i sort of neglected baby for a bit cuz of my projects and my case..really wanna make it up to her b4 i go attachment..therefore i wun allow ANY quarrels to come in between us anymore..i juz wanna spend as much time as i can with her..be it sms, on fone or meet up. i dun wan her to haf tat empty feeling, tat feeling really sucks BIG time.

i called baby at around 8pm to continue our chat, we chatted veri happily aft so long..i really could feel how lucky am i to haf her by my side for mi..she'll always b there to cheer mi up whenever i'm sad, she's always the drive for mi to carry on with my sch and as well as my work..cuz..i pictured her in every part of my life le..she's the onli one tat i want..i dun regret saying tat cuz i'm really in love with her..she's the best gift i could ever get and she's the least tat i ever wanna let go off..

at 10pm we had some small chat and i confessed to her abt wad i've been feelin..abt wad i was thinkin..abt the picture i had 10yrs dwn the road..i wun elaborate on that cuz it's for her ears onli..baby hear le like abit mood less..i asked her if she's feelin sad or angry..she said none of the above..i asked her if she's feeling happy..she said dunno..i dunno wad happened, but i can see tat she's kinda troubled..hais..if i noe tat it'll turn out this way den i dun confess le..y muz i do all these wrong things at the wrong time? zzz..stupid mi..as a result..when we're abt to sleep, i can sense tat baby was like crying.

i asked her but she denied, so i didn't say anything aft tat le..i waited till she hanged up the call instead..actually wad was running thru my mind was, "wad will she feel?" "how? wad to do now?" "y did she cried?" "did i said something wrong?" i kept saying sorry inside my heart cuz i dunno wad i did..hais..can't really get those things off my mind..i juz kept thinkin of it..i really hope baby can read this entry as soon as possible..some of my feelings are not shown. it's hidden and can't b told..so i can onli let u noe over in my blog..

PS: baby really sorry tat i made such a confession to u earlier on..guess u had a shock bahs..hais..sorry..but tat's wad i really wanted..those thingy tat i told u..i dun wanna look for my mrs right all over again le..i juz wan u..nobody else but u..i really dunno wad's wrong with the both of us these couple of days..we juz like quarrel every now and den..hais..really sorry..i wanna spend every minute of my time with u b4 i go out for attachments..really hope tat baby can read my blog frequently cuz sometime there's somethings i wanna say to u but i can't say it out..therefore i'll write it down in my blog.. i love u baby.. muacks~ x33

my LOVE for YOU never FADES. This is for YOU My LOVE x33
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